Thursday, April 12, 2018

The Immortalists - Chloe Benjamin [Book Review]

Book - The Immortalists
Author - Chloe Benjamin
Genre - Literary Fiction
Year Published - 2018

Does knowing about your death change the way you live your life?

☆☆☆

The Immortalists regales the story of four siblings: Daniel, the stoic oldest brother; Klara, the rebellious magician; Simon, the repressed youngest child and Varya, the pragmatist who seek out a fortune teller in 1969 and the fortune teller tells the children individually the exact dates they are going to die. The novel follows the story of each sibling - with their wildly different personalities - how they live knowing full well exactly when they are going to die. The major question the novel asks is whether it was fate that led the children to their prophesied demise or did they self-fulfill the prophesy.
The story-telling is rivetting, all the Gold children are super interesting, their disparate goals and lifestyles fun to read about (except the death part). The book is divided into sections, each one following different siblings. The first section is about Simon, who is to die at the age of 22 according to the prophesy. He goes to California and decides to make some risky choices and later contracts AIDS because of them and meets his demise on the prophesied date. Likewise, the theme of whether they were destined to die or was is their choices that self-fulfilled the prophesy is recurrent with every sibling hereon after. Despite not believing the prophesy, it still affects how they live their lives.
The book is an easy read, the pacing quick, the premise interesting nothing I can complain about those though I still felt up until the last page that this book was going to give me an answer stringing the siblings' death together through something - be it science or the supernatural or something. I found the ending provided by the author very lacking and misleading altogether, especially after the first chapter about the gypsy seer.

Saturday, April 7, 2018

Kasari Bhanu – Swoopna Suman - Samsakaran (2017) [Lyrics and English Translation]



Andhyaro Chha Yo Raat Aaja Kina Laamo Lagdai Chha?
Sanyau Kolte Feri Sake Tara Nindra Aaudaina
Sadhai Jhai Aajapani Juna Chamki Rahexa
Tara Badal Pari Luki Malai Jiskauchha Kina?

The night is dark today and feels overlong
I’ve tossed and turned a hundred times
 but sleep still eludes me
As always the moon is sparkling overhead
But why does it tease me from its 
hiding place behind the clouds?


Ho… Aaja Dherai Pachhi Timi Sanga Boleko
Tara Juni Bityo Hola Maile Mutu Sumpeko
Sadhai Jhai Aaja Pani Kura Adhuro Nai Rahyo
Bhanchhu Bhane Man Ka Kura Tyo Mutu Mai Lukyo

Yes... it had been a while since we last spoke
But perhaps it’s been an age that I’ve lost my heart to you
Like always our conversation today was incomplete
What I planned to say never escaped my heart


Kasari Bhanu Timilai?
Timro Aankha Ma Euta Jaadu Chha
Timro Muskuraune Parama Euta Beglainai Aavaash Chha
Khai Ta Timle Bujeko?
Kina Mutu Mero Choreko?
Ajhai Yaad Chha Timile Pahilo Palta Malai Chhoyeko

How do I say it to you?
Your gaze holds a surreal magic
Your smile elicits a novel tranquil feeling in me
Why wouldn't you get it that it is you who has stolen my heart?
I still remember the first time you touched me


Thaha Chhaina Timi Ko Hau Mero
Thaha Chhaina Kasari Aayou
Tara Samjhera Timilai Haraune Garchhu Ma
Sochera Timilai Nindaune Garchhu Ma

I don't know what you are to me
I don't know how you came around to be (what you are to me)
But I keep getting lost in your thoughts
My sleep is only fantasies about you


Laa…Laa…Laa…Laaa…


Chiso Chiso Mausam Tara Yo Mutu Nyano Chha
Sirani Lai Angalera Tolauchhu Kina?
Chaldai Chha Batas Herana Badhai Chha Yo Dhadkan
Aankha Ko Saamu Timi Dekhdai Chhu Kina?

The weather is cool but my heart warm enough
Why do I space out clutching my pillow?
The wind is blowing and my heartbeat racing
Why am I conjuring you infront of my eyes?


Hoo. Aaja Dherai Pachhi Timi Sanga Boleko
Kina Timi Dekhdai Nau Maile Mutu Sumpeko
Kasari Pokhu Timilai Mero Man Ma Lukeka Kura Chhan
Jati Tadha Huna Khojchhu Uti Maya Badhai Janxa Chhan
Khai Ta Timle Bujheko Timile Nai Mutu Chhoreko
Ajhai Yaad Chha Timile Malai Herdai Muskurayeko
  
Yes... it had been a while since we last spoke
Why cannot you see that I’ve lost my heart to you?
How do I divulge my heart’s true confessions?
The more I try to distance myself from you,
my love for you grows even stronger
Why wouldn't you get it that it is you who has stolen my heart?
I still remember you smiling when you looked over at me


Thaha Chhaina Timi Ko Hau Mero
Thaha Chhaina Kasari Aayou
Tara Samjhera Timilai Haraune Garchhu Ma
Sochera Timilai Nindaune Garchhu Ma

I don't know what you are to me
I don't know how you came around to be (what you are to me)
But I keep getting lost in your thoughts
My sleep is only fantasies about you


Composition/Lyrics/Vocals - Swoopna Suman
Abum: Samsakaran (2017)